i'm always supposed to hide who i am all the fucking time
i can't say i have a horse and ride and like horses because "people will think we're rich and except too much of us or think we're stupid for wasting money"
i can't say i like agere / ddlg cause that's "pedophilia"
i can't say i feel like i'm still a child cause people either won't understand me or think i'm retarded "what would the neighbors think???"
i can't say i love fictional characters cause then i'm weird and delusional
i can't talk about my spiritual beliefs cause then im crazy
i'm forever supposed to hide who i am and never able to express myself and yet people except me to be happy