how do i explain to people that i am mentally stuck at a young age and want to be even YOUNGER than that young age i'm mentally stuck at and i want to dress , look and be treated like a kid , and i want a relationship but a father and daughter one and a full time one and i want everyone to look at me and think i'm a child and i want to sleep with a pacifier and do coloring books and watch cartoons and eat toddler food from toddler plates and it's not even just a kink/ddlg but the whole reason i like those is because i want the sfw aspect but happen to want nsfw things once in a while (kind of a want to have my cake and eat it too situation)