𓏺 I want to die, To disappear, To escape, To vanish, But I also want To live alone, away from people, the noise, away from Myself. Also, the thought of disappearing haunts me all the time. I think about it more than I breathe.
I want to be alone, I want to listen to Myself , I rearrange My thoughts, But the funny thing ia that I am completely confident
That I will not be able to do all of this.
I am no longer able to breathe.
It is taking a lot of My energy and strength . ㄱㄱ .