it is indeed a very strange time of my life,
time passes by and i'm drowning in despair.
i'm concerned about every little thing and a small spark can light me up...
but i'm sure things will get into place maybe not tomorrow or the day after that but not in a long period from now .
i have hope and trust in myself , but the thing is ...
i'm not happy enough , and when you're not happy you just dont care about anything, and life gets summed up into small things like hanging out with friends watching movies or else ; simply put your life becomes shitty . you lose your energy , your focus , and without any effort no matter how talented or good you are in making a living
you just hug yourself in a corner and wait to die...